Life of the College Girl

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I really don’t have anything I want to write about. Just felt like writing. I got so much clutter on my mind right now, I don’t know where to begin.

Am I the only who has a problem with my body? I’m asking because everyone keeps telling me there’s nothing wrong with it and that I don’t have to lose any weight, but honestly I think I do. That’s why I started work on  The Claudette Jameson Diet. I have a blog for that now too, I made my first Vlog for it. I’ll post it here. Anyway, I can’t see what everyone else does. I see a big stomach and big legs that need to be slimmed. I see a reason to be in the gym for 2 hours 3 times a week. I might add another day though. I am off tomorrow.

Today I good sum of money in my account. I’ve already paid all my bills and took out money to get my hair and brows done. I got a ton left over and I want to buy some shoes, but I don’t know if I really want them. As you know I’m a member of Shoedazzle,so I get some pairs of shoes to choose from every month. This month I asked for an alternative selection of flats, which looked good from a far but I knew wouldn’t look good one me. However, there were these shoes that weren’t part of the group selected for me that I loved.  These:

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Those caught my eye because they were different and I like different. But I’m not 100% on them. I mean, I need a shoe that I can wear to class everyday, that are comfortable, and cute. So far these are 1 for 3.  I just don’t know, but I have a couple of weeks to figure it out. I like to treat myself to a pair of shoes each month regardless of if its Shoedazzle or the mall, so maybe I’ll go out tomorrow and see something I like. If not, I might get these.

But more than likely I’m going shopping tomorrow. I need new work pants because the ones I have now have a hole in them. I assume because my ass is too big, or because the quality is terrible. I think I’ll buy some Dickies this time.

I’m so bored right now, and cold. Times like this makes me wish I had a man. Seriously, like whenever I’m cold I just wish I had a guy to warm me up, kiss me, rub me down, etc.  Then I come back to reality. I’m willing to look for the right one and not just settle. My Mr. Perfect isn’t everyone’s Mr. Perfect. My Mr. Perfect has flaws that are beautiful that I see as perfect, and I hope he see’s me the same way.

I don’t know what it is about Lupe Fiasco, but when I listen to him I just become more productive. If I listen to any type of music while I’m writing it’s him. It’s weird.  I tried to listen to different artist while studying, writing, reading and I couldn’t did it. Could it be that Lupe Fiasco has a classical music effect on me?  I guess since I love hip hop he’s like my Mozart.

Anyway, I think I’m done. It’s too cold to have my hands out like this, and I’m inside! LOL.

Luv Ya!

So I sent this mass text message out to all my guys earlier today (as of right now I have about 6) and I basically let them know that ay! I’m not going to be the object of your sexual fantasies. This came after one of them( now a former) sent me this text message asking me to give him head. Ever since the incident, whenever a guy would ask me to do that it would trigger some bad emotions. I would get extremely angry,or sometimes cry and feel dirty, you know like a normal self-respecting woman should. So I told him no and he just kept asking me, and this is after he would text me in the middle of the night asking me to “chill” with him aka Booty Call. I should of known, last I meet a guy in the condom section of a store. The only reason why I was over there was because I needed some fem wipes.

Anyway so yeah that 4 page text message really separated the fuck buddies from the future hubbies, but I’m starting to think that what I always wanted,has been trying to holla at me for 2 years now. He is so sweet and I feel like I can be myself around him. I can be myself around him. He’s cute, has nice arms, and he’s tall,and I think he really likes me. The rest I mean, they’re trying but not like him. I just don’t know how to let the others go. Like one of them really likes me, a lil too much. We only started talking like on Wednesday and he alredy wants to be my boyfriend. I mean don’t hand it to me right then and there. Send me on a chase, make me wait a bit. Let me get to know you and then just catch me off guard with it. Another one, he is so sweet, athletic, but I’m not physically attracted to him. I know this is shallow of me but I really have to be physically attracted to someone before I can be with them. I can’t be with someone I can’t stand looking at. There’s others but I don’t have time to go into all that since I’m about to go hang out with one of them tonight(even though I gotta be at work by 9 tomorrow, but I’ll make it, if I could wake up with a hang over and make it to class I can go to sleep late and wake up for work.),can’s wait. I guess I should throw my work clothes in the washer so that I can dry them when I come in.