Life of the College Girl

Oh Snap I Almost Forgot About This….

Posted on: May 26, 2008

I was so annoyed that I forgot to mention that I saw the guyI had a crush on in high school yesterday. I was riding around trying to find something to do and I was like “hey, let me stop in this drugstore and get me a strawberry soda”. So I did, and every time I go to that store, I always go down the candy isle first, OK that’s any drugstore I go to but anyway. I walked down the isle and guess who I saw…..HIM….and something just came over me, like I saw fireworks, my knees started shaking, my heart was pounding out of my chest, it was ridiculous! Like what the hell was going on? We talked, he told me I looked good (I think I,and I told him the same,and he hugged me,and I passed out…..kidding, but my knees got hella weak. I could stop smiling after that.

Then while I was walking over the the hair products,(that’s part of my little route when I go in the store; cosmetics,candy,soda,pharmacy,hair,candy,checkout), I was think,”Damn, I should of got a better look at them sexy grey eyes”. Wait, I gotta take some time out to reflect on those eyes. Those are the sexiest grey eyes I have ever seen in my entire life. They just get you, they’re so beautiful,and he was wearing glasses that day and they were still beautiful, GOOD GOSH AHMIGHTY!!!!! I need some water……Anyway so yeah I was thinking, “Damn,I should of got a better look at them sexy grey eyes”, and as I was saying that, I passed him again,and he looked at me and I looked at him, and I almost passed out again.

After I left the store all I could think about was him,and it was weird because I didn’t even think that I liked him like that anymore. He didn’t make me feel like that when I had a crush on him in high school. I mean I can compare the feeling I had yesterday to the feeling I got when I walked passed Pusha T in the mall a couple of weeks ago, or the way I will feel when I meet Jamarcus Russell sometime in the future, it was crazy. Like songs started playing in my head and shit. The song “Luv” by Janet Jackson to be exact. It’s was very appropriate, I must say. And I was listening to E=MC2 in the car on random and when I got in the songs “For the Record” and “OOC” played back to back. It was crazy, and I didn’t even date this dude!!! I mean I wanted to, I really did, but it never came about. I guess I wasn’t his type. We would of made cute babies though. Just saying, they would have the prettiest eyes in the world,because it ran on both sides. lol!

But I always wanted to go out on a date with him, but could never work up the nerve to say anything. I just assumed that I wasn’t his type and he wasn’t into me like that, which more that likely is true, but I still wanted to know for sure. It was something in the way he looked at me. The way he hugged me, or maybe I’m just thinking way to into this thing and that it was just a hug and a look, no meaning behind it. Just happy to see one of his former cheerleaders, the president of his fan club (I forgot to mention he played basketball), the reason why I only missed 2 basketball games in my whole cheering career in high school(Only one while he was playing, and that devastated me because it was his senior year). I just liked him so much, and I wished that he knew that. Well if he’ reading my blog,I don’t know why unless someone on Facebook told him about it, I don’t think he’ll ever really find out…


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