Life of the College Girl

Annoyed and Bored: My Life at Home

Posted on: May 26, 2008

So yeah, I’m back. Its not because I’ve been too  busy to come up here, it’s because I have to borrow a laptop in order to get on the Internet now. I am BORED TO TEARS HEAR!!! It’s like there is nothing to do and I can’t wait till Wednesday when I start my job. They only have me working two days this week to start for training, but I wouldn’t mind working a 40 hour week. Anything to get out of the house for a couple of hours, and to make some money so I can stay out of the house. But this is a seasonal job though, so I don’t know if I will be able to get a job to part my rent after the summer if I do end up getting an apartment.

It’s just that I thought being here was going to be relaxing. Now I remember why I wanted to be so far away from home in the first place. The nagging, the yelling, the “whoa is me” talking whenever I even think of bringing up money. It’s just annoying. If I don’t get an apartment, I thinking about just moving with my dad, or getting a room at an extended stay or something, because to be completely honest with you, and I hate to say this, I really can’t tolerate living with my mother anymore. I mean her priorities are completely out of order, and she doesn’t want to listen when you tell her so because she always thinks she’s right. I mean she says she doesn’t have money to pay the bills,and she can’t even lend me $10 to fill up my tank half way, yet we’ve eaten out at least 3 times this week. We don’t have money to buy groceries, yet she has money to go to the beach and eat out. It’s just mixed up. You can’t lend your daughter $20 dollars for gas, but you will give your boyfriend, husband, whoever the hell he is $200 dollars for only God knows what,and then complain about it. I can’t take it anymore, it’s getting completely out of hand and that’s one of the reasons why I’m so annoyed.

I’ve just been so stressed here. Like it’s just so tense and that’s why I hate being in this house. I wonder if there’s an extended stay on the beach? There has to be somewhere that they house the foreign students who come here to work, I mean it may not be comfortable but it beats living at home.



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