Life of the College Girl

I can’t stop being me…

Posted on: November 27, 2007

I just realized that. I have to be me,I can’t be anyone else because I will fail. Like Pusha T said “one sequin glove can never make you Michael.” Why should I change or be forced to lie just to make other people happy, or to make other people like me? So what I’m a virgin and people hate me for lying about it, people lie about worse things. I don’t think this makes me a liar, more of a person finally telling the truth. you can say I’m fucked up in the head, so what? I guess I’m fucked up in the head to you, I’m not to me. Maybe a lil depressed and bipolar,but other than that I’m perfectly fine. I still think that being a virgin for me is a curse, but that’s just the way I feel. Being a virgin just doesn’t go with the lifestyle that I want to have. It just doesn’t….I know I need to love myself,and I do sometimes when the right guys are around, most of the time when I’m in the club backing it up on some random guy……anyways just something I had to get off my chest before bed. nitey nite


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